I did this to myself. That is the chant I kept telling my self as I started the Insanity Program Today is Day 2 of 60. I did the fit test yesterday, I was yelling at my self because once again I landed back almost where I started two years ago with my weight loss. I lost myself once again. I could through all the excuses at you, but I don't need to you know them. No time, no money I don't feel like it I am sure you have heard it all or told yourself these same things. What it comes down to is I am scared. I am deathly irrationally afraid of success. So, I decided that it is now just over 2 months till I go to Beachbody Summit. I, with my hubby, am going to do Insanity, number one because I need someone to kick my butt. Number 2 I have to be ready for Summit this year. I did this to my self and I will now go down with out a fight!! It is now time to stop being afraid of the person I long to be and become the person I know I can be. I want to help and inspire but I can not do what I want or love to do with out love for myself. I am worth it as are all of you!!!
Thank you to my wonderful husband. I love working out with you and I am going to have fun the next couple months with pushing you and vice versa. Thank you for giving me the shove that I needed!
Until next time, Stay healthy and believe in your self.
Tina Z.
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